Thursday, August 27, 2009
{ 12:15 AM }
hey,so...
ermmm,..
life's great n difficult at e same time.how shud i say this?
anw,i noe i cnt like him...(duh,that's y i dun like him)-.-...so yeah,hope *U* cn understand me...no feelings at all.-.-not my type
PLUS!i was watching this MV...suddenly...Mr.hot guitarist got stabbed.n he sacrificed his life(n his precious face)for this girl.so sad.
n i got so mad...how cud any1 stab such a handsome guy???
anw,just a MV!!!
if it happens in real life...i dunno wat ill do.probably kill e killer.LOL!
''i don't care''
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
{ 5:09 AM }
Damn...
hv u seen GD's mv?
E guy is so hot being blonde.
Gosh e hair...his face....n everythg.
He made my day ...n that song has great meaning.
N his rap is....ama--zzzingGG!
*he's rapis lyk e guy 'alone'(*?*)i dunno his name.
well,for those hu know wat im talking bout.
E GUY(NT GD) can rap 17 words within 3secs?i tink....i ONLY noe he's fast.n he wears eyeliner.-.-
{ 2:09 AM }
It's hard..
MOVE ON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!AAAAAAAAHHHH!
im going to force myself to go to another chapter of my life.im just gonna skip this n let it b.
Act lyk nth happened.
Friday, August 14, 2009
{ 1:56 AM }
MUAHAHha!!!im back!with coloured fonts..!
hmmm,Im in love with that lead guitarist!Sexyy!!!:)
sorry.i cnt stand his hotness!
hmmm,told my mom e thgs i want
n i told her to compare her spendings between me n bro!
she always givs him money to buy those expensive clothes.
n me?
hahaha....sumtimes.
hmmm,i guess my brother knows how to irritate mom!
the thgs i wnt:
new watch
e t-shirt!
magazine
foundation
thinning scissors
yeah,that's about it.
a new cap!LOL!i love caps/hats!love wearing them!dunno y!must hv sumthg on head when it's hot.ltr my skin wil b black!
currently watching tutorials online!
hmmm,doing well in sch
changed sci tcher.a better one.
but,a bit scary!
U GOT E FIRE THAT MAKES MY HEART GO BOOM BOOM BOOM!
come in3!into another new world!
LOLLIPOP!
Thursday, August 13, 2009
{ 5:26 AM }
hey...so,my blog sux...
OOPS!OUCH!TERRIBLE!
i cnt change e size,colors,upload pics...so,basically,i nid to change blog n delete this rusty one.
NDP...was...no feeling.
ermm,will miss all those army guys!!!
they r fun to b with!VERY GOOFY!GOOFIEEE GUYS R E BEST!..
all my favourite grps r promoting their album in japan!IT's SAD!SAD!!!!
just now,nat nvr cum...
then,miraah n nabilah bullied me...
oh gosh!
u noe wat happened?
during MT...miraah wanted to cubit my chicks!
i moved my head..
then,'PHAaanng!' my head hit e window grill thgy hard...
then,my ear felt freaking hot...
n nabilah go make my hand numb!i did it bck to her
but she's too solid for me!!!
seriously,she's lyk one metal women..
i cn c words written on her forehead
'u touch me,u die...i press ur hand!MUAHHAHAHAHAHA!'
it's sad..
this is life without my bodyguard natasha...
hahahha...no lah...
we're all frenz.
i hurt them too....physically...
smack their backs!!!!!!!
anw,then saw nat outside sch..
i told on them
then she beat them up...MUAHAHAHAHA!!!!e shortest among all wins!!!!
i felt sleepy e whole day actually..
lyk,my eyes cudnt open.
oni when my head hit e window my eyes were filled with lights..
ermm,yeah...wide awake!
hmmm,then,e other periods i was about to die..
n e tcher said i looked pale..
n i was lyk 'ouh...ahhh...'
well,that's bout it.Bye2!see u ltr!KAJA!!!Let's go!
Sunday, August 9, 2009
{ 10:56 PM }
'because of this stupid thg called pride,i break down everyday
....this stupid thg called vanity,told me to wait everyday'
i keep replaying back bad memories in my head.
sumtimes,it just plays by itself.
questions that i dun hv annswers to r asked.
i know that im seriously confused.(it's a mixture of thoughts that randomly cums into my mind)
i dunno.e feeling when u just think too much until u feel lyk there's too many thgs on ur mind..n those,numb,empty,headache-ish feeling.
i tried to relax..
but when i do...
ppl disturb me..
n..
wat r u trying to do?
control me?
dun tell me to go here go there.
u hv legs,u hv hands..so just do it.
im freakin serious.
i wont b kind.even if anyone givs me e sad,angry or pissed off or wtv expression.
i wont listen to anyone.
i wont force myself to smile or talk to u when i dun hv e mood too.
wat's e point?
i dun hv to talk to anyone when i dun hv time too...
other ppl do that too.
so,yeah.wtv.
if u cn show ur attitude,i cn show mine too':)
Thursday, August 6, 2009
{ 6:33 AM }
life's been great ever since dad stepped in e situation.
ermm,yeah.
so,lyk...seriously,i dun care if u hv frenz that r guys or wateva.just back off.
u hv ur life.ive gt my life.
u dun step into my life.
fine,u dun lyk me.ignore me.
bcoz i dun even bother about wanting to lyk u or hate u.
just....get e hell out of my life.yes,u r in fact e hell in my life.so get out.
pls n thnk u.
u say im this n that.
u started e fight?
not me...
wat my sister asked u to do was e srvey
that's it.
u were rude to her
she scolded u
i had nth to do with it
u hv no rite to say im this n that.
then,wat r u?
u smoke,u drink,u r with those malay guys n many more...
so,u answer that question.
im none of these.
*pics r with miraah.
